Sunday 28 October 2007

To do list (Holidays)

1. GO FLY KITE.

2. TRAIN. ALOT.

3. ROCK CLIMBING

4. NIGHT CYCLING

5. CYCLING/CHILL OUT AT UBIN

6. GO TO A CHURCH CAMP

7. LEARN A FASTER CUBING METHOD


okay, quite some stuff to do for my holidays already.
go ben.

Thursday 25 October 2007

random

hello blog.
long time no see.

it's been a long time since i last blogged / done any reflection. well, i guess this blog post is kind of going to be full of many random thoughts that i wanted to post, but couldnt be bothered to. hm.

alright. happy nonsense first.

FACEBOOK!
yay. facebook is like my new addiction. it has so many guai lan applications. that when i look at it, i'm like "oh no what do i do now!" D: so i just ignore everything, and head over to fighter's club. bah, fighter's club is the only thing that i do on facebook. grag. yes say that i'm loser or anything. hmpf. must stop myself from facebooking so much.


interclass soccer... was amusing. well, we see how some of the people in the class perform on the sporting field when we're up against real (well... sorta) competition. rather then the usual people who are fooling around during PE lessons in class. this is one of the few times that i've seen us being so serious over a game of soccer (besides last year!)

it didnt really go as i expected it. starting off with the odd timings that our class received, and the incredibly unbelievable, terrribly, arduously long gap between our matches. bah. but that doesnt matter.

i was kind of disappointed at myself at inter class soccer. perhaps people have over estimated my abitilty, hat they put me ahead of other less enthusiatic people in the class. glad that i was able to bring myself to push away my pride and my desire to play, to give my position up to another who is obvious a few notches ahead of me. well, its all the best for the class anyway. <3




the NE survey conducted today had some questions which really left me thinking. what struck me most was the question "how many close friends do you have in school?"
donch really know i am supposed to put this.

definitely, my four years in RI has endowed upon me many friends, whom i know i can depend upon in times of need.......... oh well, wont talk about this. :/



finally HIGHER CHINESE O LEVELS.

i really feel insecure for the coming chinese O levels. dont know whether i will be able to get the goal that i set out to achieve. B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3B3.

chinese sucks.

but come to think of it, who really cares about your chinese grade at the end of the day? who really cares about the Grade Point Average that you achieved in Secondary One, Secondary Two, and so on... coming to think about the programme that i've gone through in the past year. everyone seems to be so caught up in the pursuit for the marks.

for a mere 2% of marks, people are willing to desert their morals, to gain an extra one, two marks scribbled upon their papers. why do people often commit such foolish acts? and why have i been tempted so many times to follow suit? i've often asked myself these questions.

stupid ben.



while on the bus today, i was thinking about how i would be able to fare in the O levels. when the song "Trust in the Lord" started to play. really had much of an impact upon him


this blog post is freakin random.


=D